Walking on water

byebye

2005-03-12T20:13:00.000+07:00

this is my last post...

my new blog is littlegirldreams.blogdrive.com pero di pa siya maganda...

basta...

stress and all that

2005-03-11T19:50:00.000+07:00

Listening to: Pieces of me by Ashlee Simpson

Its been like a week since i last posted.

It's like hell. I have to cope with all the pressures of internship, docu, editing, animation, etc, etc, etc. I have to do everything before march 22 and that's like 2 weeks from now. Internship also scares me because what if nobody would call?? Patay ako. I really wanted to work for Probe or GMA so im praying that ill get in to at least isa man lang sa kanila. As for docu, we still lack footage and i hope that it will come out the way we want it to. It is so frustrating trying to visualize all those stuff. As for 113, i really hate our teacher and the only thing that stops me from yelling at her is respect. Ang lakas ng loob niyang magreklamo coz she's so busy daw that we have to go to makati to consult for the audio and that we'll realize how difficult it is in the "real world". DUH! Kaya nga may classrooms eh! I mean, considering that the ever famous DEAN of cmc (sir tiongson) goes to class at exactly 1. That's humility for you. DIBA?!? She has a bloated ego and she thinks that she is THAT good. i hate her. hahay. im not finished yet. i have a project pa for VC 138 (marketing) and we have to make a marketing plan for gayuma (na ang tagal magpa-interview) and we have to report it next saturday and finals will be next, next monday. for comm subjects, i dunno. finals na daw namin sa 141 and i dont know what to study and for comm 120, good luck to all those cases and laws. good luck din sa animation.

sorry. i just needed an outlet to release the stress. im not alone.

JOEDI AND ME TONIGHT

2005-03-04T20:39:00.000+07:00

2005-03-03T08:23:00.000+07:00

IVY's birthday sa sunken garden.. hehehe... love the food and the candles!

*listening to Breakaway by Kelly Clarkson*

so Natalie Portman lost. ok fine.

i really love her sa closer. Too bad, the movie wasn't nominated for Best Picture or anything.

Anyways, moving on, im still in a 'flying dagger' mode. One of the hottest guys in Asia is Takeshi Kaneshiro. He's kinda old na pero he still looks good. Hehehe. Especially with that long hair and Japanese accent. Just perfect.

I love House of Flying Daggers! Although depressing ang ending but technically, it was definitely good. Zhang Yimou did really good. I have seen his other movies like Red Sorgum during my 106 class in Film. I forgot his other films pero one thing is magaling gumamit ng color as motif. Yun lang. I really like Flying Daggers. Watch it.

March 1. andaming nangyari. Elections (go sen!), pep squad concert, etc, etc.

maliit pa rin ang turn-outs. i dunno why people dont wanna vote. Sayang coz its their right ant kung ganun din naman, huwag na silang mag-reklamo coz they didnt vote in the first place. What's the point? As for the pep squad concert, they are still the best but i like last year's concert better (especially the My Immortal dance).

I saw him finally.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RICA (march 1) and MITCH (march 2)!!
----------------------------------------------------
The election results are in. Stand-up once again got the seat with Marco heading their team. Well, at least the people I voted for councilors got in: Chris and Jamir Ocampo.

Chairperson: Marco
Vice - chair: Chris Lao
Councilors: 3 independent, 1 alyansa and 9 from Stand-up

as for mass comm, sen lost. sayang, i voted for her. but the whole slate from Stand-up won. Sana mawala na ang internal problems nila para naman maging successful ang activities for the college...

Also, A message for MAGADIA. you suck!!! we had the permit and you were so proud to put your exhibit on display. the truth is it sucks! It's so DULL AND BORING!

fools rush in

2005-03-02T18:59:00.000+07:00

and here's how i look when im serious and boy, do i look so innocent!!!
hahaha.. juz kidding!!

fools

2005-03-02T18:42:00.000+07:00

i miss fooling around with my sisters...

this was funny.

peace

eventful

2005-02-28T21:48:00.000+07:00

happy...

imelda

2005-02-27T20:38:00.000+07:00

can you believe na somebody like IMELDA MARCOS had the guts to write a book called Circles of Life?

quoting her: all the things that you see around you, they can be the elements of your infrastructure..

what infrastructure?!?!?!

siguro, i hated her the whole time while i was watching the movie. No, i already hate her pala. i hated her more. I dunno. I wasn't there during edsa but the first time i saw her, i didnt like her. siguro, i felt that she was plastic at some point.

"the ultimate rich in this world is beauty.."

maybe that was the reason why she spent all those money forclothes and expensive shoes and make-up... she felt that she had the right coz she was the "mother"of the nation. oh well..

the funniest thing was when she explained her 7 portals to peace(na umabot sa 10.. she didnt even notice it.. thats how stupid she was..)

7 portals to peace (na umabot ng ten - so stupid diba!)
1. ecological order
2. human order
3. cosmic order
4. experiential order
5. -- i forgot)
6. high and low points of life
7. peace and order
8. infinity
10. computer - cosmos - creator - apple - computer (HAHAHAHAHA.. pinagconnect ba naman ang computer sa cosmos tapos sa creator at sa apple ni adam sa apple computer.. HAHAHAHA!)

hay, hanggang dito na lang.
so funny. hahaha.

movie marathon

2005-02-26T21:43:00.000+07:00

its been a long time din since nagmovie marathon ako...

my list for tonight:
HOUSE OF FLYING DAGGERS
because of you
the cat in the hat
missing
notting hill
jaws
spiderman2
any episoe sa friends (or the whole final season!)
rashomon
seven samurai
malena

hehhe..i wish i could finish this up by tomorrow. hahah...
i have seen 2 sa list coz i already started and im just taking my break..
i just love because of you... my next blog would be the conversations i patiently typed while listeneing to the movie for the nth time already (naka-save kasi sa pc) and i still cry everytime kay deither and tintin na.. hahaha ... "gusto ko lang naman sana na mahalin mo ako ulit.." "ba' sa tingin mo ba nawala ka sakin" "mas gugustuhin mo bang nagpakasal ako sa iyo kahit di ako handa" "oo, handa akong mahalin ka kahit di mo ako kayang mahalin" WWWWWWAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!

relax

2005-02-26T11:09:00.000+07:00

hahay... salamat at nakapag relax na rin ako!! thanks AB!!

Happy Anniversary UP CINEMA!!

on magic sing:
mahal ko to kasi piagbibigyn yung wish kong magins magaling na seenger! hahaha.. biruin mo, di ako bumababasa 80 and to think parang isang tono lang ang kinakanta ko. wahahaha! Ganun na ba kataas ang standards ko kaya di kayang abutin ng iba dyan! hahaha.. joke lang.. BIDYOKE PA TAYO!!!

young stars

2005-02-23T13:28:00.000+07:00

bakit marami sa mga young stars ngayon ang bihis na bihis kahit na kakain lang sa labas??

hmm, i dunno but i cant they be as humble as those who are TRULY FAMOUS?

i just saw john wayne sace and maja salvador sa kfc kaninang lunch. barok talaga sila pakinggan at bihis na bihis. para silang mga immature. for those who didnt know them, sila yung bida sa love triangle with rayver cruz sa spirits.

hindi ako masyadong na starstuck sa kanila. i think i like them better on tv...

iba. when i saw andrea del rosario sa glorietta, it was a different feeling. nakakagulat coz she looked so simple pero ang ganda niya. i also saw bella flores sa sm north pero hindi primadonna ang dating niya.

iba na talaga ang mga "celebrities" ngayon. i wonder how charlize theron and renee zellweger do it. kaya nilang i-give up ang sexy body for the role that they have to play. dito sa pinas, kahit na matutulog na, may make-up pa rin at nakabihis. common! get real!

ang ganda ni julia roberts kahit bagong gising at sobrang gulo ng buhok at light ang make-up. dito sa pinas, kagigising pa nga, nakablush-on na at nakabihis pa.. ehehehe... instead of actors, they become celebrities.

payo lang: BIGYAN NIYO NAMAN KAMI NG TUNAY NA ARTISTA!!!

quiz galore

2005-02-22T20:15:00.000+07:00

Your True Nature by

Yellows are the most fun-loving, free-spirited,
energetic, and childlike personalities in the
aura spectrum. Yellows are wonderful,
sensitive, optimistic beings, whose life
purpose is to bring joy to people, to have fun,
and to help heal the planet.

What Is Your True Aura Colour?
brought to you by Quizilla

wala lang..

10 things

2005-02-22T19:37:00.000+07:00

10 THINGS I'LL DO BEFORE I DIE.

1. Have a vacation in Hawaii. The beach, the boys, everything.

2. Put a really big henna tattoo on my back. Something like triple x.

3. Edit a full length film and earn lots of money. And of course, be recognized as one of the best.

4. Be the photograher for the front cover of a magazine. I just wish....

5. Have my portfolio published. If i will be a photographer in the future.

6. Go around the Philippines and build houses for Gawad Kalinga. and then, go to Africa to help.

7. Scuba-diving in a shark infested water. hahahha...

8. Go to the Petronas Tower and marvel the beautiful sight from the top.

9. Spend a week in the Universal Studios and Disney Land.

10. Watch the play version of The Phantom of the Opera.

Think of Me (sung by Christine)

Think of me, think of me fondly
When we've said goodbye
Remember me once in a while
Please promise me you'll try

And you'll find that once again
you'll long take our heart back and be free
if you'll ever find a moment
spare a full for me

We never said our love was ever green
or as unchanging as the sea
but if you can still remember
stop and think of me

think of all the things we've said and seen
dont think about the way things might have been

think of me, think of me waking
silent and resigned
imagine me trying too hard
to put you from my mind
recall those days
the fact that all those times
think of all the things we'll never do
there will never be a day
when i wont think of you...

football

2005-02-20T17:26:00.000+07:00

up lost against lasalle pero it was a good game. umabot pa sa shoot out imagine! lasalle had a hard time putting in a goal pero it was a good fight...

grabe... ang galing ng girls... hehehe.. of course andun si cruch kong player.. hehehe... secret na name yah...

MEAN GIRL!

2005-02-16T17:19:00.000+07:00

Regina

i cant believe it.. im a mean girl!!!
hahahha.. go REGINA GEORGE!!

love...

2005-02-16T17:09:00.000+07:00

got this from ace's mail...

Pessimist:
if you love someone, Set her free ...
If she ever comes back, she's yours,
If she doesn't, as expected, she never
was.
Whatever gave you the idea that she
would
anyway?

--- i can relate ----

2005-02-16T16:55:00.000+07:00

sana bumalik na yng gana kong kumain...

i have observed na i dont eat breakfast and my lunch is about 2 pm everyday and sometimes no dinner. its not me. it used to be one of my favorite past times pero nawawalan na ako ng ganang kumain.

i feel so tired. stressed and depressed.

i need help.

rest

2005-02-13T18:24:00.000+07:00

things i need:

1. REST

2. a delicious home cooked meal

3. fire wire for my pc

4. yoga mat

5. MORE TIME FOR REST

on being a kid

2005-02-06T18:12:00.000+07:00

I have been VERY unproductive these past few days. Sleeping, pretending that I don’t have anything to do, being a sloth. It is one of the seven deadly sins but hey, after a hard week’s work, I deserve a rest and next week wouldn’t be different. More work, more projects and this goes on until April and its just February.

Read this:
Intro of the Powerpuff girls series:
Sugar, spice, and everything nice. These were the ingredients chosen to create the perfect little girl. But Professor Utonium accidentally added an extra ingredient to the concoction, chemical x.(explosion) Thus the Powerpuff girls were born. Using their ultra super powers, blossom, bubbles and buttercup have dedicated their lives to fighting crime and the forces of evil… (tantantanantanatanan)

I am obviously fascinated by the Powerpuff girls especially Buttercup, with her kick-ass attitude. I adore these girls. They make me laugh and make me wanna fight bad guys and all. They make me feel like a kid again. P.S. I also like their single… Love. Hehehehe…J

I heard that Marc Abaya quit Sandwich. I’m not sure if it’s true. I am planning to buy the album of Kjwan. A lot of people say its good. I have the Sandwich album and I like Marc Abaya’s voice. My favorite single of Sandwich is Butterfly Carnival. I like what they did with the guitar. It’s so nice. I don’t have a copy. I’ll just burn it na lang coz its just one song and I don’t know which album siya galing.

As they say, February is the month love. To hell with it. I am not being bitter but I just think that love should be celebrated the whole year. We shouldn’t limit ourselves and give heart cards all year round. It doesn’t make a difference really. As long as you show your love to everybody, oks na. Everyday can be Valentine’s Day.

Excerpts from Here You Me by Jimmy Eat World:
There’s no one in town that I know
You showed us some place to go
I never said thank you for that
I wish I had one more chance

What would you think of me now?
So happy, so strong and so proud
I never said thank you for that
I may never have one more chance

May angels lead you in
Here you me my friend

Signing off.

on inspirations after heartaches

2005-02-03T19:13:00.000+07:00

up men's football team lost against ateneo. it was a good start sana. sayang. heartbreaking talaga. they could have gotten it. konti na lang.

well, life goes on. there are still other times.

i wanna share something i got from my email.

THE GREATEST ADVICE

Don't date because you are desperate.
Don't marry because you are miserable.
Don't have kids because you think your genes are superior.
Don't philander because you think you are irresistible.

Don't associate with people you can't trust.
Don't cheat. Don't lie. Don't pretend.
Don't dictate because you are smarter.
Don't demand because you are stronger.

Don't sleep around because you think you are old enough and know
better.
Don't hurt your kids because loving them is harder.
Don't sell yourself, your family, or your ideals. Don't stagnate.!

Don't regress.
Don't live in the past. Time can't bring anything or anyone back. Don't
put
your life on hold for possibly Mr/Mrs Right.
Don't throw your life away on absolutely Mr Wrong because your
biological
clock is ticking.

Learn a new skill.
Find a new friend.
Start a new career.
Sometimes, there is no race to be won.
Only a price to be paid for some of life's more hasty decisions.

To terminate your loneliness, reach out to the homeless.
To feed your nurturing instincts, care for the needy.
To fulfill your parenting fantasies, get a puppy.
Don't bring another life into this world for all the wrong reasons.

To make yourself happy, pursue your passions and be the best of what
you can
be.
Simplify your life. Take away the clutter.
Get rid of destructive elements: abusive friends, nasty habits, and
dangerous liaisons.
Don't abandon your responsibilities but don't overdose on duty.

Don't live life recklessly without thought and feeling for your family.
Be true to yourself.
Don't commit when you are not ready.
Don't keep others waiting needlessly.

Go on that trip. Don't postpone it.
Say those words. Don't let the moment pass.
Do what you have to, even at society's scorn.

Write poetry.
Love Deeply.
Walk barefoot.
Dance with wild abandon.
Cry at the movies.

Take care of yourself. Don't wait for someone to take care of you.
You light up your life.
You drive yourself to your destination.
No one completes you - except YOU.

It is true that life does not get easier with age.
It only gets more challenging.
Don't be afraid. Don't lose your capacity to love.
Pursue your passions.

Live your dreams.
Don't lose faith in your God.
Don't grow old. Just grow YOU!

When you give someone your time, you are giving them a portion of your
life
that you'll never get back. Your time is your life. That is why the
greatest
gift you can give someone is your time. Relationships take time and
effort,
and the best way to spell love is T-I-M-E because the essence of love
is not
what we think or do or provide for others, but how much we give of
ourselves. - Rick Warren, The Purpose Driven Life

on friends and pirated dvds

2005-01-30T19:56:00.000+07:00

wala lang. i cant think of a title or even a topic. maybe because i have a lot of pirated dvds and i love friends.

i love the smell of pirated dvds (yung bagong bili) because they smell so plastic-y. i love to look at the stacks of the dvds i have (even if di ko sila napapanood lahat dahil i dont have that much time so one at a time lang ako). i love the covers. favorite ko rin ang tower records when i go to the mall. i guess it shows that i really like music and movies. tumatambay lang. i wish that i own a collectiona s big as tower records. heaven na yun. look left and i have all those newly released movies and dvds with really cool special features. look right and i have all types of music from bossa nova to rock to movies sountracks (not to mention the posters and the magazines.. hehehe.:)

its been a long time din since i watched friends. siguro last friday lang ulit ako nakapanood. nasa final season na ako. i saved it in my pc and just burn when i get a burner ara ma-compile ko siya. its a lot cheaper than when i buy the original dvd (which by the way costs 1500!) but i still get to watch it diba? the first time nanood ako ng friends, i fell in love with them, especially chandler bing. its the funniest thing on tv. too bad, tapos na siya after 10 years. but its not the end because after my friends marathon upto the final episode, ill be looking for copies of Joey, the new sitcom. and, ill also start watching one tree hill and the oc. for more chad.:)

i cant believe it but i watched cinderella story. i still hate hillary duff but chad is just so... i cant find a word to explain it! hehehe.. totally eye candy. anyways, i liked the soundtrack especially Hear you Me by Jimmy eat World. its so nice. im planning to have leo (my blockmate) burn the soundtrack for me so it would be a lot cheaper. hehehe. i actually memrized the lines of that art f the movie (sa end, yung start ng football game).. hilary said 'austin, what are you doing?' and he replied with his oh-so-sexy voice 'something that i should have done a long time ago.' and then they kissed. now my hatred for hilary duff doubled. :P

i realized that jennifer garner i so pretty. she looked so cute sa 13 going on 30. i love her outfits!!! i wasnt a fan of alias but i know that she can kick some ass. she's one of the prettiest faces in hollywood (together with natalie portman and katr hudson). she looked so funny sa thriller part. so if you haven't watch 13 going on 30, you should coz it would make you realize about a lot of things in life (like learning the 'thriller dance). :)

cant believe it. this is my longest blog ever.

on losing weight

2005-01-26T19:50:00.000+07:00

alam ko na...

isa lang actually ang new year's resolution ko this year:
TO GET THIS UNIDENTIFIED LUMP IN MY STOMACH!! in short, bilbil.

wala na akong problema sa big legs ko. sana lang matanggal na tong bilbil ko. sexy naman ako eh.. i mean.. heheheh...

steps:
1. exercise - crunches galore..
2. diet - yes, im still eating and everything. im just trying the after six diet... no food after six.
3. walk - im walking around up.. if you see me walking, that doesn't mean na nag-eemote ako.. nagpapayat lang.
4. dream - my motivation!

conversations

2005-01-24T13:36:00.000+07:00

guy : hello! musta?
girl: keri lang... kaw ba?
guy : eto, nagdurusa... hehehehehehe..
girl: ows? talaga.. mukhang hindi...
guy : hehehe.. kaw? musta love life mo?
girl: eto. happy and contented. :)
guy : sino?
girl: sino ang alin?
guy : sino yung prospect boyfriend mo?
girl: wala.
guy : diba happy ka?
girl: happy doesn't necessarily mean i have a bf or something... masaya lang ako sa mga nangyayarai sa buhay ko.
guy : ganun ba? why?
girl: i guess im happy with the way things are going on between him and me... we're friends
guy : ayaw mo bang sabihin sa kanya?
girl: cant do that. never will do that.
guy : bkit? ayaw mo bang mag-risk?
girl: i cant risk kasi masyadong malaki ang stakes.. cant do it.
guy : hehehehehe... uuy, naduduwag..
girl: yeah, call me watever you want. im not gonna do it..
guy : sorry, joke lang po!
girl: i know... i just love him so much that i dont want to lose him...
guy : swerte naman ng lalaki..
girl: sana alam niya yan...
guy : so, who's the guy?
girl: basta.. anyways, andyan ba si ---- ? may kelangan kasi akong kunin sa kanya eh...
guy : eto naman! change topic agad! daya mo, sinasabi ko naman lahat sa yo lahat eh!! hehehehe
girl: basta... saka na.. di pa ako ready. charot!
guy : ok fine.. andito si ---- ...
girl: pwede ba siyang maka-chat sandali?
guy : sure.. o sige.. ligo muna ako..
girl: o sige... bye! ingat lagi!
guy : bye...
girl: (love you...)
guy : (sana ako na lang yun..)

*naisip ko lang.. paano kung mangyari sakin to?*

an open letter

2005-01-21T19:30:00.000+07:00

this was inspired by my roomate rory...

a letter for my future husband.

dear honey (or whatever i would call you),

i hope that when you're reading this, you're still sane. marrying me i think is one of the greatest challenges a man like you could ever face. but thank you anyways for choosing to be with me forever. this is a challenge because una, i am one of the hardest woman to decipher. in short, i have mood swings even if i dont have PMS. thank you for understanding me and adjusting to my mood. i will try to lessen that (coz it would be really hard to change that). number two: baka bingi ka na ngayon because i really am so noisy and sometimes i dont know when to stop talking. so, stop me if you must. or you can staple my mouth if you want. but thank you for listening to my dreams and everything that makes me happy. dont woryy coz when you start talking, i will shut up and listen. i also wanna know the things that would make you happy and your dreams that i will fully support. number three: i am careless and at some point lazy. thank you for bearing with me. for teaching me to work. well, i promised to serve you as my husband and i will fulfill that. number four: i dont know how to cook. im sorry but cooking is not my thing but i am willing to learn how to fry (even if it would mean that i would have to face that boiling oil or something) for you to be able to eat your favorite: fried chicken.

to you honey, when you read this, i hope that this will give you more strength and be able to back you up whenever you feel confused.
once again, thank you for choosing to be with me. i promise that i will never, ever leave you stranded for now we are one.

i love you. and always will.

kz

*anyways, this is for my future husband and wala akong prospect or anything. ill give this to him the day i will marry him... that would be 10 years from now pa... hahaha.... but still, it felt so good writing this letter coz i know someday ill find my match and he'll find me... kung wala... then i must be meant for something else.

new stuff

2005-01-19T19:57:00.000+07:00

yes, i already got my pc and it is one the best boredome-busters in my life today. :)

if its really love you'll follow it forever
- wander by lisa loeb

song for the day

2005-01-18T18:05:00.000+07:00

" Fallin' "

in fairness.. ganda ng lyrics.. si janno kumanta nito..

our little conversations
turning into little sweet sensations
and they're only getting sweeter everytime we're together
wishing that goodbyes turn to never
'coz with you is where, I always want to be

[Refrain:]
I can't pretend I'm just a friend
'Coz I'm thinking maybe we were meant to be

[Chorus:]
I think I'm fallin', fallin' in love with you
and I don't, I don't know what to do
I'm afraid you'll turn away
but I'll say it anyway
I think I'm fallin' for you
fallin' for you

Whenever I'm beside you
All I really want to do is hold you
No one else but you has meant this much to me

[Refrain:]
I can't pretend I'm just a friend
'Coz I'm thinking maybe we were meant to be

[Chorus:]
I think I'm fallin', fallin' in love with you
and I don't, I don't know what to do
I'm afraid you'll turn away
but I'll say it anyway
I think I'm fallin' for you
fallin' for you

2005-01-17T13:48:00.000+07:00

got this through my fone while waiting for my class to start... so cool.

2005-01-17T13:41:00.000+07:00

with christian bautista!!!!!!!

2005-01-17T13:38:00.000+07:00

spending a lot of time in the library.. :P

2005-01-17T13:34:00.000+07:00

utokay lang.. 2004...

2005-01-17T13:31:00.000+07:00

hahahha.. just for fun...

2005-01-17T13:29:00.000+07:00

my fave number is 23 but this isnt jordan's jersey... its beckham's..

quiapo

2005-01-17T13:04:00.000+07:00

finally. nakabalik na din akong quiapo! of course, i went directly the the dvd haven of the philippines (esp dun malapit sa mosque) and bought some... well, 10 dvds all in all.

1. the idiot bu akira kurosawa
2. seven samurai by akira kurosawa ( im trying to builg my kurosawa collection coz i already have rashomon )
3. the red shoes ( or was it shoe ) i saw it sa list of movies that were nomited or won an academy award
4. the station agent
5. eternal sunshine for the spotless mind ( coz i wanna watch it agen)
6. the terminal
7. malena ( i love monica belluci )
8. y tu mama tambien ( coz i love alfonso cuaron )
9. around the world in 80 days
10. i forgot the 10th one pero i know its good.. hahahaha

soccer

2005-01-16T16:00:00.000+07:00

i never knew soccer was THIS good. just watched the game this morning between ateneo and lasalle. close fight but ateneo won 3-2. last minute goal by MICKEY INGLES, my new dreamboy. hahahahah. he was damn good. i thought he was just so hyped up pero he's definitely good. he's smaller compared to other players and a little more heavy-looking pero he's defintely a keeper. the game was very exciting. kahit sa anong game, pag magkalaban talaga ang lasalle and admu, maraming tao. of course, feast for my eyes. in short, maraming cute. hahahaha. another reason to watch the game. anyways, it was really exciting because both sides were good. there were pepe squads all over the place with their drums and it was a noisy crowd. people who wacthed were hyped up din and grabe talaga dahail nadadala na sila sa emotions nila.. hahaha.. iba talaga pag ateneo versus lasalle. personalan na.

sun cellular

2005-01-13T18:39:00.000+07:00

finally, im part of the 24/7 fever. here's my number. 09223828898...
relatively cheaper siya but then busy ang signal kasi nga maraming tumatawag. anyways, temporary naman yun eh kasi sayang din yung linya ko. para pantawag to sa bahay coz its much much cheaper than globe and smart.

text niyo na ako!!

24/7

2005-01-13T14:10:00.000+07:00

my sun sim na ako!!! weepeee! im part of those 24/7 peeps... hehehehe... at least i can call and text 24/7 to other sun cellular peeps.. pero i think this will be temporary line since na disconnect yung linya ko sa globe for some reasons that may return check daw because of the problem with the account... oh well.

on being single

2005-01-12T12:59:00.000+07:00

5 things to do when you are young and single:

5. study real hard! it would take your mind off those crazy guys and reward you in the future.

4. go around the philippines with your buddies or sisters. it would still be a marvel to look at those beautiful beaches even if you are alone.. of course, you get to have unlimited number of flings.. hahaha joke lang!

3. eat without inhibitions.. yes, without the thought of a freaking bf..

2. spending all you money in a shopping spree.. yes. without having to worry what your boyfriend will think of this outfit or buying him something expensive..

1. just being with yourself.. spending time alone.. relaxing and unwinding...

to be or not to be

2005-01-10T13:24:00.000+07:00

in this very crucial stage of my college life, i am confused. not because up to now i dont know what i want to do but what job would i be satisfied with in the future. 1 and 1/2 more years and i would be out in the real world.

im afraid to say this but honestly, i havent found something in film that really fits me. well, mayeb there are perks like working with big names but i dont think i am good in anything except being an assistant or something. never lead, always follow. i dunno. even the thought of it makes me cry.

pero one thing that helps me though is the thought that i have this one goal and this is to make my own film with my name written in bold letters and all of the people who believed in me would be there watching during its premiere night, so proud and all clapping after the screening. that i have already pictured very clearly and THAT is one thing that keeps me going.

happy new year.

classes na naman.

2005-01-02T23:08:00.000+07:00

hahay. ill be going back to manila the next day. i still feel the need to relax. nasa vacation mode pa rin ako. kulang ang bakasyon. ayoko pang pumasok. puro naman trabaho ang haharapin ko pagdating dun. no time for rest. as in nada.

iniisip ko, this weekend, magpapahinga ulit ako ng walang katapusan. pambawi sa pagod. dapat every week kong gagawin yun yung matulog the whole day at kumain ng masarap. hahay. sana bakasyon na ulit.

happy new year?

2005-01-01T19:08:00.000+07:00

new year na. but i am not feeling that happy. i am kinda lonely kahit walang tigil ang paputok sa village. ang inga-ingay pero i just cant help it. i was not in the mood to celebrate it. i just wish that this wouldnt be a bad after a bad start.

2004-12-30T12:51:00.000+07:00

my mother and me... hahaha.. naka-green kami tapos naka-black yung mga classmates namin sa comm 141..

2004-12-30T12:46:00.000+07:00

hahaha... on top sa paskong pasiklab.. huwag nang pansinin yung kasama kong pangit.. hahahah

year 2005

2004-12-30T12:26:00.000+07:00

new year, new life. cant believe ill be turning 20 this year. bittersweet, i guess. saying goodbye to teenage years and saying hello to maturity.
since its new year, i have to make a list (not really resolutions)...

1. new year, new look. and that means hair relaxing stuff... since my hair is long enough, ill just have a trim and have it relaxed. it will look different. i think.

2. new style. im not really gonna change 180 degrees but i think i have to have more than just tees and jeans. blouses and slacks wont hurt. and i think sandals look good on me. just in case.

3. new outlook. from positive to more positive with actions.

4. new attitude. there's a lot of things that i wanna change and im particular to my attitude. im lazy so this year, i should be less lazy coz i guess i cant be not lazy.

2004-12-29T17:27:00.000+07:00

nakakatawa to. i was locked out of my room because i forgot my key in my bag. it was about 10 and icant ask for the key anymore because its late. then i went to molave and slept there for night... hehehe... lesson learned: dont be stupid. check your things.

getting over

2004-12-29T17:12:00.000+07:00

nakita ko yung crush ko dati nung high school. kinabahan ako bigla. ewan ko nga eh. cute pa rin siya kahit sabi ng iba na pangit na siya. loyal lang siguro ako. one of my weaknesses, masyado akong loyal sa mga crushes ko. or sa mga taong mahal ko. pintasan man ng iba, maganda pa rin ang tingin ko sa kanila. kaya ako nagiging bulag diba. feeling ko nga di pa ako over. pero inisip ko rin, baka namimiss ko lang yung feeling na magkacrush sa kanya. believe me, isa yun sa mga pinakamsayang nangyari nung high school. ika nga, memorable. anlaking bahagi niya sa high school life ko kaya mahirap kalimutan. handshakes at stalking ang hobbies ko nun. hehehe. sana ganyan pa rin hanggang ngayon. well, siya ang isa sa mga pinakamabait ng naging crush ko. pinakamasaya, oo, pero ang bait ng trato niya sakin. im not a pest to him. i think that's good. hehehe. masaya talaga yun eh. di ko makalimutan.

2004-12-28T16:19:00.000+07:00

this picture was really wierd. hehehe. para akong sumulpot sa likod ni maikel. parang pinipilit naming pagkasyahin ang mga mukha namin sa fone ko. hihihi. pero nevertheless, i love it coz its so spontaneous. tumatambay lang kami sa couch while they were practicing for their dance sa college night or sumthing. hehehe. it was funny.

2004-12-28T14:57:00.000+07:00

last na to promise... heaven.

2004-12-28T14:52:00.000+07:00

hahaha.. having fun with arcsoft and photoshop..

2004-12-28T14:49:00.000+07:00

hehehehe.. feeling buffy

2004-12-28T14:42:00.000+07:00

charming enough?

on love and expectations

2004-12-28T14:20:00.000+07:00

mahirap talaga pagsamahin ang dalawang ito. masakit. walang maiiwan sa iyo kung hindi sakit sa puso. paano nga ba pag-umibig ka tapos umasa ka pero walang nangyari? paano pag hindi ka pinagbigyan? masakit diba. well, im not really sure. luckily, i have stopped myself from expecting too much. mas masaya pag ganun eh. walang expectations, walang pressure. kaya lang, masakit pa rin pag hindi nasuklian ang iyong ibinigay. wala ka nang magagawa. ganyan talaga ang buhay. hindi lahat ng oras masaya. pero, sa mga gaya kong duwag, mas masaya saking ilihim ang lahat kesa malaman ng iba. why risk? if anyone can convince me to do it, ililibre ko siya. pero so far, wala pa dahil akoy isang malaking duwag. duwag sa isang bagay na mahalaga sa buhay. ano na lang kaya ang mangyayari sakin pag hindi ko to hinarap? ewan. baka mamatay akong walang asawa. ewan. kung naiintindihan niyo ako sa mga pinagsasabi ko, huwag kayong gumaya sakin. masama at hindi ako magiging masaya pero, why risk? happiness? kelan ba ako na-depress dahil sa pag-ibig? wala pa yata. huling taong, why risk? kung alam niyo ang sagot, text niyo ako sa cellphone ko.

2004-12-21T20:49:00.000+07:00

upk mems.. we just had a successful quiz bee.. salamat sa lahat.. :)

success

2004-12-21T20:41:00.000+07:00

yipee!! tapos na ang UTOKAY lang! i am happy because now i can sleep... zzz...

op cors, corpus christi ang nanalo. my very own alma mater won. yes, we defended our title. and i am very happy... really happy. i so love my org. :)

2004-12-20T18:00:00.000+07:00

my favorite HANSON

utokay lang

2004-12-20T17:31:00.000+07:00

im kinda excited coz for the first time, i would be serving for utokay lang. i used to be a spectator of this prestigous event and now i am actually part of it. its not all sweetness but it is hardwork because we started from scratch. as in nada.

tomorrow is the final day. the fruit of our labor. the reward. i just hope that it will turn out hte way we planned and worked hard for.

home

2004-12-16T20:02:00.000+07:00

its so good to be home. parang nawawala lahat ang mga iniisip mong mga requirements.

pero nawala lahat nung nag-unpack na ako. hahay, nakita ko yung mga librong kelangan kong basahin at mga ssignments na kelangan kong gawin. drawing dito, basa dun, walang katapusang pagbabasa. pero masaya ang makatulog sa bahay, makakain ng pagkaing masarap at makapanood ng tv 24/7. sarap makatawag sa telepono at makagamit nglibreng internet. sarap ang maligo sa bahay at gumamit ng damit na alam mong walang bayad ang paglalaba. sarap mag-ingay. sarap.

iniwan sa ere

2004-12-13T18:08:00.000+07:00

my fone just left me hanging and crashed one fateful night. i cost me 550 pesos and i hate it. i could have bought a blouse from kamiseta or 4 magazines or 7 dvds from quiapo or a stamp from tower records. without any prior notice, my fone pissed me off and i swear that it will never get to see his family members (other nokia fones) again. ever.

childhood dream

2004-12-09T16:40:00.000+07:00

devon sawa, devon sawa, devon sawa...

hay naku, sana nga di na siya lumaki... sana foreve cute siya gaya nung sa little giants o sa casper... hay.. ang gwapo niya talaga... di ako maka-get over...

camille velasco, camille velasco...

i was one of the lucky few to meet her and get her to sign my fan.. i also got to hug her.. she's so pretty, really nice voice. Nakakatawa pa talaga coz i was with tonet then it was turn. sabi ko, can i hug you camille? so she hugged me and then sabi ng friend ko.. oh my god, she got a hug, me too! hahahaha... nakakatawa kasi with matching accent pa.. di niya namalayan na ganun ang nagagawa pag kaharap mo si camille velasco..:)

be back...

2004-12-03T19:25:00.000+07:00

i feel wierd.. really wierd.

i wish somebody would take this uneasiness away from me and kill them coz i will not be able to sleep tonight. i have class tomorrow. ang gulo ng mundo, lalo na kung hindi ka kasali. pilit kang dinadamay, wala ka namang alam. could they be more sensitive...

friends

2004-11-24T13:36:00.000+07:00

A thing i learned from friends:

It is difficult to go back from being when friends when you cross the line but it is worthy to try to go forward and make it work.

kitchie

2004-11-22T11:41:00.000+07:00

huwag na huwag mong sasabihin
*kitchie nadal*

may gusto ka bang sabihin?
bat di mapakali ni hindi makatingin
sana'y huwag mo na tong palipasin
at subukan lutasin
sa mga isinasabi mo na ..

ibang nararapat sa akin
na tunay kong mamahalin

chorus:
o... wag na wag mong sasabihin
na hindi mo nadama
itong pag-ibig kong handang
ibigay kahit na kalayaan mo..

kung ano man ang inaakala
na ako'y isang bituin
na walang sasambahin
di ko man ito ipakita
abot langit ang daing
sa mga isinabi mo na...

ibang nararapat sa akin
na tunay kong mamahalin
(chorus)

at sa gabi, sinong duduyan sa iyo?
at sa umaga, ang hangin na hahaplos sa iyo..

reg

2004-11-17T12:04:00.000+07:00

why do we have to enroll ourselves and go through a hell of a process every start of the sem? di ba pwedeng online na lang? we have a lot of geniuses herein UP why cant they seem to invent one program where we could enlist our desired classes and then pay online and get our regforms online... diba? what's the use of all this technology!!!!

sampip.

2004-11-12T11:09:00.000+07:00

first week of classes. no prof. no requirements.

2nd sem na and i have a year and a half to complete my college years. excited? not really. fear is in my viens of what is going to happen in the future, after all this education. after this, im afraid that i would add to the percentage of unemployed newly grads. i dont even know what im gonna do after, much more where to work. one thing is for sure though: i am going to study in AFI and come back here to work and help improve the situation of our film industry. too big? nah, for a girl like me, its not too big to dream. its the obstacles that you go through that makes it bigger than it seems.

back to school

2004-11-03T16:31:00.000+07:00

andito na naman ako, naghihirap.. sa pagkain, sa acads (as if seryoso), boys (heheh), pamasahe (at traffic.. duh.. di na nagbago), teachers (kung terror), sa lahat. maybe destiny na dito ako sa UP.. konti lang ang may chance..

back to my FRIENDS update..

JOEY
famous line: how you doin?
famous trait: late maka-pick up.. hehehe.. downloading forever...
job: actor
things about him that people didnt know: he was part of a science experiment that lsted for a week and 'sacrifices' included not having sex for that period of time so what he did was satisfy his date through other ways.. and got lots of fruit basket the next day. he said he was part portuguese so he gave pheobe a kiss for her birthday (it was one of her wishes to kiss a portugues).

friends

2004-11-01T13:39:00.000+07:00

chandler, the funniest guy in the world. i wish i could marry someone like him, minus of course the playboy attitude.

i have been watching friends for the past few nights and it never fails to make laugh hard, really hard.

character of the day:

PHOEBE - siguro siya na ang pinaka-tanga pero nakakatawang tao sa mundo. nung tinanong siya ni helen hunt na oh its you (referring to ursula), she said "yeah, its me"hehehe.. she keeps on cleansing the aura of other people. one thing though, she doesn't lie.

chocolates...

2004-10-30T09:13:00.000+07:00

sarap talaga ng chocolates. la akong masabi. yun lang. masarap. nakakapaligaya.

tip: pag walang magawa kumain ng chocolates.

numbers

2004-10-28T21:34:00.000+07:00

10 - reasons why i dont want to go back to manila

9 - boxes of cookies in the fridge... yum yum.

8 - new friends in my new friendster account... :)

7 - messages i got from my yahoo mail today (without those annoying junk mails)

6 - subjects this sem... ang bigat ko nga eh.. 3 film subjects, 2 comm subjects, and 1 unknown.

5 - days to go before i go back to up.

4 - th floor... my new boarding house.. :P

3 - more units that i need to get to complete my sem. bakit pa kasi di ako pinagbigyan ng crs? isang unit na lang!!

2 - thousand plus, for my plane fare. urrgghh..

1 - hour before i go to sleep

2004-10-27T20:15:00.000+07:00

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..... hahay, a few days and my sleeping habits will be back from relaxing to stressing AND terrifying. its nice to be home and just relax. i really dont care about my scriptwriting grade, well, for now, but i still dont have the capability to think about it coz im not in UP and i wont be back until the 2nd so....let it be.

blah, blah, blah, blah. i love to talk. well, for now if i really like the person im talking to. its hard to stop. one can say a lot in just about 30 minutes and it could go on and on and on.. but still, if you really like the company of that person than what can stop you. time maybe? there's always the next time and there are other ways to "talk".

i have pimples!! wait... it doesnt mean i care really. i just ran out of words. peace.

shark tale.

2004-10-24T20:52:00.000+07:00

i was not impressed by shark tale. although some parts were funny, nothing compares it to finding nemo, which is one of my favorite movies of all time. na-irita ako sa makakapal nilang biig. although ganun sort of yung itsura ng mga isda, hindi sila nakakatuwa tingnan lalo na pagsobrang close-up. medyo oa din yung character ni will smith. i am not so happy with it. maybe because i expected a lot and i find finding nemo a lot better. biased.

From the very first time I rest my eyes on you, boy,
My heart said follow through
But I know now that I'm way down on your line
But the waiting feeling's fine.
So don't treat me like a puppet on a string
Cause I know how to do my thing.
Don't talk to me as if you think I'm dumb,
I wanna know when you're gonna come.

Tears in my eyes burn, tears in my eyes burn
While I'm waiting, while I'm waiting for my turn.

--waiting in vain by annie lenox--

these are lines from the song that i really like. two words: can relate.

none.

2004-10-23T17:40:00.000+07:00

<--- check out my pics....

meet and greet.

2004-10-23T17:08:00.000+07:00

hehehe.. i had fun spending time with my high school friends. some things never change. si carrell diel, forever makulit. pwede na siyang bigyan ng award for being the most annoying person in the whole world, but if you take that 'annoying habit' from him, hindi na siya si carrell. toffer, still the same corny guy. i am really sorry rhanie but he will be your love team forever. these guys always make sure na i-rub na 'kamo'. john mark, ambot. same old john mark. paparts ni carrell and toffer. still have his strong arguements and points of view. hahay, at least naay mu-kontra kay carrell. para naay balance. asmia and akila, duo forever. still the same beautiful girls. hahaha. maricris, another 'beautiful girl', always ready sa pictures. charisse, same old seatmate. hehehe. the same talented girl. mac, i have been practically living with him since first year college.. hahaha.. sa isang dorm, that is. eve, our forever president. perky as usual, very organized, heheh... always there to make gimil plans.. hehehe.. nag-iba lang ang mga itsura and porma ng konte pero they are the same old people that i used to hang out with in high school. same people who i spent four years with and had the best times of my life. same people who made my hs years more than what i expected.

mariposa

2004-10-22T21:22:00.000+07:00

alam mo bang kanina pa ako
magdamag nang nakatingin sa yo
di mo lang alam
sa gitna ng kadilimang di mapakali
ako'y nabighani

di mo lang alam, inaasam,
ang panahong makapiling ka
sa una't huling pagkakataon

dahil dito sa mariposa
ay mahirap ang nag-iisa
dahil dito sa mariposa
ako lang yata ang nag-iisa

nagsisising gigising sa katotohanang
di ka naman talaga akin

ayoko nang mag-isa.

--mariposa by sugarfree--

a call to all people who feel lonely. you are not alone. ironic diba? pero marami tayo na feeling natin mag-isa lang tayo sa buhay, whatever the reasons. me, i feel lonely coz i dont my parents with me. oa? sort of. i miss the way my dad and me argue about things and talk about politics. i miss the way my mom nags about anything and everything under the sun. i miss the way they tease each other even if it is really corny. i miss them.

i have nothing.

2004-10-21T20:41:00.000+07:00

hello world. im listening to BRITNEY right now. i just want you to know.

"dont, dont let me the last know, dont hold back, just let it go"... WHAT? what do you want to know? "if you love me so, dont let me be the last to know".. ano nga? this song is kinda crazy but the tune's fine.. a little catchy.. pero i like it.. hehehe...:P

wala lang. to the people reading this, forgive me for my crazy brain. it shows that i am really smart coz my brain's kinda full. no place for more things... you know.

*sorry for the short pause, kz was hit by lightning.. due to technical reasons*

meetings and feelings.

2004-10-20T21:29:00.001+07:00

hahay. 'utokay lang' has just begun. i wonder how many sleepless nights and tiring days we have to go through to get this project done. dont get me wrong. i love this project and i want this to be successful. its been a long time and i want this back on track. pero, i am preparing myself for the worst, meaning, we have to do all the stuff and prepare everything,letters, venue, all the stuff. but hopefully, it will turn out as planned...

i dont know but my heart skipped a beat when basta.. heheh.. its for me to know and for you to find out (corny). pero ill share. i have a crush for this certain guy for a long time and i dont know. i think that the feeling, lets say, changed into a higher level. i dont want to say that i am in love because maybe im not. im not too sure about it. but its a different kind feeling coz i dont really care how he looks, i dont care if i dont see him. the mere fact that i like him makes me smile. like an inspiration or something. but a part of me doesn't like the development of that certain feeling. its dangerous, i just have to say, coz we're friends and im not a risk taker. i dont want to be all out. i want to be sure. yun lang... help me, God.

the trouble with love is

2004-10-19T18:10:00.000+07:00

dont mind the title. that is just what im hearing right now. the trouble with love is it can tear you up inside, make your heart believe a lie, stronger than your pride.. doesn't care how fast you fall and you can't refuse the call, you got no say at all. i really like love actually. favorite stories, uhhm yung officemates kaya lang it is sad and they never got together. i also like the prime minister (hugh grant) and the secretary, it was funny pero pinaka-touching yung portuguese and the writer, love only knows one language and that is of the heart. oh my god, where did that come from?

just finished angels and demons. i like the da vinci code better because the ending is better. i am really amazed at the facts that were included by dan brown like the sculptures and the piazzas. hopefully, i could see these places and really study their history BUT, there's a big but, i have other plans. duh. anyways, i am not really myself coz i justwoke up so forgive if i said anything stupid or non sense. see ya.

back home

2004-10-18T20:15:00.000+07:00

hahay. thank god, im home. i am actually having fun not spending money on editing this blog. i am not even sure why i started this. ibog ko? maybe, but im quite sure that this would be kinda interesting, according to my sisters.

okay, eto na. wala lang. i enjoy being a bum. i dunno why. siguro because i got tired of all that school stuff. i mean, 3rd yr college na ako. i have been studying since, what, i was four. oh my god! i have offered all my 14 years of living sa school and i dunno its purpose really. maybe part of it or 75 percent of it pero diba, the lessons outside the classroom are most helpful? pero ika nga, it would prepare us for the real world. bakit? hindi ba kasama sa real world and school kaso nga lang we're protected in a way? so its still the real world right? one can feel pain, happiness, and loneliness in school. kaso the level sorta changes pagkatapos mong mag-aral. its kind nagiging complicated *conyo*.

anyways, so much for serious stuff. masaya naman. its nice to see old friends because it makes you wanna bring back all those times that you have spent with them. high school. its just that it is a different atmosphere when you're in college na. hehehe. im in serious mode ulit but anyways, it is always nice to reminisce the good times. hahay.

something new!

2004-09-23T15:14:00.000+07:00

eto na naman ako at may bago akong kinahihiligan. irene! dito mo na basahin kasi mas cute yung templates dito eh. wahehehe.. wala lang. this is my first post so dont expect anything na may sense.. parang test post lang ito and im really looking forward to my future posts.. hahay...peace.